To be slow

Kay新碟到手=)



由愁人節一直喜歡到現在
喜愛的當然不只Kay，還有周博賢
喜歡那些不只是情情愛愛，還帶點其他信息的音樂
(雖然難免有點趨商業化)(其實她越紅我反而不太喜歡)
好了不講這些
想講的是這次主題「slowness」
get到了message
亦認同應想想「是因為有需要這樣地生活，還是因為別人告訴我們這樣才是生活？讀書，是因為覺得有需要吸取知識充實自己，還是因為別人告訴我們讀好書日後才有安穩生活？......我們對自己生活的期望，有多少是出於自身的需要，還是出於別人的渲染？......」
但其實是相向的吧
即是我們從前人得知讀好書日後才有安穩生活，所以覺得有需要吸取知識充實自己......
況且
提醒了自己別太快後
我還是面對我的功課
閱讀報告
maths
......
這是現實
慢是理想

sensation

心血來潮衝往公園跑幾圈
怎麼了.狀態真的超好
肯定比A. meet好得多
雖然左右橫隔膜在痛
依然跑得很暢快
當然這「秋涼」的天氣亦相當適合跑步
太冷氣管會凍傷，像inter-sch xc般，很辛苦。
聽著音樂，想得太多
不知不覺 竟跑了許多圈也未覺累
見斜坡便麻木的衝上去
對，用力的
衝 上 去 。

當遇到一波又一波的困難時，
就是應該如此的往上衝。
在這時才減慢?
怎夠力游過這風浪?

就是因為路太艱辛，
才要更努力走過。

Sandpiper (Robert Frost)

考試---
我們在controlled panic中
手心冒汗
用力的捏著筆桿
飛快地扭動手腕
不時慌張的停下來想想, panicking.
或者想站起來大叫
或者想愛理不理的趴在桌子上，放棄
但都沒有。
只因我們都being controlled,在這嚴肅的氣氛中

這可是controlled panic的一種?

Log in

考試過了三天
感覺十分不良好
我知我是在考試囉
但狀態很差
出言極之不暢
Eng Lit那篇essay
去到最尾有點語無倫次
都不知自己在寫什麼
LS似難非難，似易非易
寫的好像對又好像錯
老師在收卷時
我更是有想笑的衝動
是在嘲笑吧。

faster than pace

A meet.
真的很自卑啊
800m都可算是「殘奧」了
病了的傷了的也有
但身為「健全」的我卻比她們都慢!

首400m還算跟得挺輕鬆
最後則全身蹦緊
連腳也提不起來
跑完後雙腳亦異常的酸和麻痺
明顯是熱身不足
有點後悔啊

Skipton cheering竟然沒包尾
這實在是太令我感到意外了!:P

跑了這麼的一趟
腳又不知要痛多久了

P.S.

我的中文水平並不突出
我不懂得深奧長情的詞彙
亦沒有順暢獨特的文筆和風格
只是想在比較清靜的這裡
隨心所欲的寫點什麼
我不期望任何人會閱讀這些文字
但如果被哪個妳窺到了
我是高興的

Touch

徬晚，下了轉冷前的一場雨。

我正在無意識的向前行
忽然臉上的剎那冰冷
才醒覺原來
下雨了

我沒有感到驚訝
沒有仰望天空
沒有加快步伐
彷彿我並沒有任何知覺

看到街上的路人都在嘗試用手
去遮擋從四面八方飄來的雨點和
嘗試著奔跑到遙遠的目的地

可笑。

是他們都反應過度?
還是只是我對身邊的一切已沒有感覺......

我仍在緩慢的步行著
噢 這是雨中漫步啊
好不浪漫。

linguistic

touched or untouched

a present at present?

swine flu attack. suspension of school.
we always want a longer vacation, fewer school days, but this is not the way we want.
i just dont feel quite right with a school year without an end.
without taking end-of-term photos with my dear friends
without singing Last day of term
without saying goodbye to everyone
without any kind of preparation

there isnt any sign of the summer holidays
and i am doing almost nothing everyday
there isnt an official start of the holidays
and i get no motivation to start my plans

life is not boring.never.
but i have been idle.

i want an end before a start,
i want a push,
i want the period of time which is the best and the most enjoyable one in the whole school year.

Last one la~

common testsssssssssssss

over
ignore it first

bought these two(one for sis).i know it's not my style but it's just too pretty and cool

****coconut& mango flavour.cool.

so.............this is it.

Taipei(3)Eat...

mm............
still talking about Taipei but actually i have already come back to Hong Kong for soooooooooo long.probably too long.



yummy..........i ate two hahahah.


i forgot what this is called.but they're real good.


pay attention to the difference between beef noodles and 'beef soup noodles'...lol

and of course...........i bought...............
;)

Taipei(2)Walking

i walked and walked.........and passed by a pretty large park with many cows and oxes.......

keys on the keyboard.............

and it's the Taipei Fine Arts Museum............

hmmm.................eat eat eat very soon

Late.Taipei(1)

Taipei.


a nice trip indeed.I walked and ate and took many photossss.






Let me separate it into a few posts.......

Last Glimpse

back from somewhere.

Almost a week.
I was on the bus when I passed by 1 Jordan Road. My dear campus hasn't been demolished but it's going to. This might be the last time I look at it.
I could still see the ribbons even it was dark. I could still see the graffiti on the walls and in the swimming pool. I just feel sad when I think of it.

Watch out

back in 6 days.